I know that this is going to sound really weird. But I didn't get wasted yesterday and I didn't care to either. I spent my day with my children and enjoying their company. I got an ass load of gifts and I personally went to the liquor store and bought a mudslide. I will eventually drink it but I haven't yet. My best friend lives four hours away from me and so I went and got her Wednesday morning along with her boyfriend Doug. We went out to eat and I went to the Dollar Tree (Don't hate.. the dollar tree ROCKS < 3.) and we went to walmart. Mom gave me like $180 for my birthday. And I used it to get the kids some things. Then I had to get my cigarettes and put gas in my car. So that money didn't last long at all. Out of the $180, I spent maybe $30 on myself. And I had to get a belt. Since I've been losing weight, my pants are getting really loose. And mom wanted Becky, Doug, and me to go out to eat. But after getting gas and cigarettes and everything that the kids needed, I didnt have enough to get dinner. So mom asks me what the money went to and I told her. So when she met me at the grocery store to get the kids, she handed me another $80. That woman has money flowing out of her ass. I wish I had money like that that I could just spend on whatever. But I got a foot massager, the sorry game, puzzle (It's a puzzle of a baby girl sitting in a lily. I am going to put it together and frame it for Jaedyn) I got the kids their blue and pink christmas stockings. I got some incense and good smelling stuff :D. Oh and I got some body butter. Cherry smelling. I was out. :P
And for the big shock:
Some of you know how sorry my biological sperm doner is. He never called me when I was a child and never even acknowledged my existance. He called me yesterday just to wish me happy birthday. I had to pick my jaw up off the floor.
And something always always happens on my birthday. it's usually a very very bad day. Well of course, like tradition, something terrible happened yesterday. I got up because James was hungry and crying. I got him up and fed him and went into my moms room to wake her up for work. Left the room and when I did, I tripped over some of their toys with James in my arms and I fell. I tried to twisted myself to cushion his fall but I hit the corner of the tv and bruised myself really bad. I rushed James to the hospital to make sure he was ok. I think it scared him more than anything. But I was so upset the rest of the day from it. He is fine though. The doctor told me that because it was on carpet and the carpet is new and still fluffy, it cushioned his fall. He also explained to me that babies and very very very flexible so its hard to hurt them severely by falling with the baby.
