Day one
My father once told me that you have to make your self
happy befor you can make someone else happy. Now that I look
back at that advice I think that I finally understand what he
was talking about. But than again I might not.
It all takes time to understand all the things that we
have learned from our parents. That is because we learn alot
from them in the time that we are with them. But how much of
it do we really use in our day to day lives? I know that I don't
use all of the things that I have learned from them.
The reason that I am writing this is because in the
past four months I have been looking to my self for answers
that I still have not found. But sometimes if you want to find
something you have to stop looking for it to find it. But that's
the funny thing about life. Somethings need to be found to get
through the day with a smile on your face.
Some of you who read this might not understand it
but its just a rambling of a 21 year old that has lost love and
and is board at night. Could still be depressed I guess.