I'm tired of everything,,,ready to give up..my step mother and I use to have a fairly good relationship until I got with my fiance,,now she trys to be controlling and anytime I disagree with her she brings my dad into it and we end up arguing,,,through life my dad is pretty much all Ihad when it came to actual parenting besides my grandparents and I will admit I am a daddy's girl,,but it seems no my relationship with my father is slowly fading and I dont want that but I can not stand his wife she is a a church goer which doesnt bother me,,, its how fake she is that truely gets to me,,,around her church group she is this holy roller who does everything in the lords name but then when we are alone and she doesnt have anyone to inpress she is a rude, selfish, contolling know it all who treats everyone around her like shit until there is something in it for her and I finally have had all i can take of it...she has already ran to of his children off and she is tring to push me away...and it is working she has proven her jealosy of my relationship with my dad, this past christmas was the first christmas in a long time that i have been home months before the actual holiday and she informed me while we were out looking for decorations that the only reason dad was even interested in the holiday was because I am home and she walked away from me giving me dirty looks the rest of the evening...I'm losing my father because she married a man with children and she wants him to pay attention to only her,,,which I understand but what she don't realize is that my fathers children were there before her and no matter what age we are he is still our dad I don't feel she should give the choice her or his children I'm sorry but a wife can be replaced he has done it four other times but his children he can not replace and it just seems that he don't even care he claims his grand daughters mean so much to him and he asked me not to keep them away from them but she has butted in with the discipling of them and I've caught her refering to herself as mommy...I don't want my children somewhere that isn't going to inforce the same discipline as myself and where there is someone trying to more or less step in as their mother...I'm tired of fighting with her and because I'm giving up I'm losing my father and it hurts because that is one person I thought I would never lose
