Jim Nezz's blog: "Thoughtz"

 

I'm a sucker cuz my loves unconditional for all not divisible by laws so committed through the flaws its despicable if i shit on you I'm not kidding you but I don't because I rather not think of you at all how can I not if I really love slip on a silly glove and smack me silly up for being such a silly fuck i talk spill my guts for what u don't give a fuck It all seems like there's nothing in between the us or maybe its my vision cuz literally my seeing sucks or maybe its division cuz you try to appear as tough either way no fear in us I'm the same but experienced (pronounce experiunced) I'm the tame got no shame wild as a boxing game child that until now his pride has to be real proud about shit he doesn't do cuz that's it enough of you realize its real lies that doesn't make a real guy and I haven't ever really tried to cover up the truth when tested i muster up the proof ready up the troops because I've been down been around lacing up my boots I'm patient I'm smooth when u need i get to the roots no fraternizing with the enemies I'm never in cahoots

while my times elapsing my minds collapsing All i can say is fuck it thats my reaction bust it ive busted over 21 and im flustered lost cuz of house rules an droppin out school I wear my pride well because im a proud fool google my how to's and hey's are my how you's a phase that i now do is the ways i now move if change comes my way i meet it at high noon ready to shoot it in the face see it die soon

As simple as it may seem I considered it a day dream Something that you may deem a little off mainstream A view turned reality between our two personalities A mix of emotions a potion of this loves sensuality An elixir a mixture that got me staying like a fixture Couldn’t move it with a spoon no giving it a thick stir No tricks served with games just picture you laying on my chest like the bar when I get ripped and I train things aint the same situation but a different terrain like a railroad switched tracks and flipped over trains a klepto that stole my heart and left no remains so silent on a deaf note yet though I hear what ya sayin

Grew up a good kid who got caught in the middle Wasn't tough at first but wasn't taught to be brittle Would smile at the beginning show off the dimples Cuz he thought life was sweet not sour as pickles When he got Older he learned power and issues Was a part of his worlds deep structured tissue He learned the word fuck and had a rush dismissal He scraped the dirt off him like a brush with bristles It was a lustful misuse that not only disgusted liberals But mustard conservatives and moderate venues He has a crazy mind which is like a diabolical menu Yet so calm and tranquil give you a ironical Thank you His worlds collided and his views were logically tactful A keen sense what to do yet fed up he'll smack you No talk to get up and ask you he's thinking irrational Except he would wait calculate a beating to bash you On any evening leading or proceeding his needing He's speeding to conveniently deliver like fast food A in the mask mood which he learned didn't last soon Because even tinder on timbers wouldn't last through A night that invites the rights of the rain to dance to To the wicked world's tunes played on its bassoon He didn't want to become a pied pipers rash goon With songs that croon as dark as a masked moon It gets you as hooked as lighting a brass spoon And watching the back fume addicted to that doom Lying to kids about what's going on in the back room Is like this life and all the lies that these facts swoon

I love the way you come around Giving me the every bit of joy And ounce of pain I showed you You could grab me on the ass hard Or give me that light tap Even though i told u I don't like it You still do it Dam I got to watch my every move be on point Because if I'm not I know your going to check me. When things are great and I'm good You reward me babe When I do my dirt You get me jumped or make me lose money Fuck Its no bargaining with the likes of you Your one tough one sided Bitch. You might slide up at any second Might even give me some lead way All i know is that you'll catch me One way regardless So why not reap the benefits Ya dig

We grow older growing apart. Watching what we once knew flash away. We're memories now glimpses in the past. We long for those days but may never see them again. Its nothing but constant reminders of happiness. You were there You were true. Now it would be a miracle to even see You. You're like bigfoot sightings. You tend to be random and almost always fake. What happened? Now YouTell Me that we should get together. What a bunch of bullshit. I rather believe the bums on the street. At least they might be telling the truth. But you. Why bother? Is it the right thing to say Is it the just thing to say Or is it the common polite thing to say In order to appear friendly. To Bend with the curve of society. Looks were beyond us Now us is even beyond us.