Eric's blog: "thoughts"

Melancholy (Holy Martyr) Make the sadness go away Come back another day For years I've tried to teach But their eyes are empty Empty too I have become For them I must die A sad and troubled race An ungrateful troubled place [chorus] I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the passion The human spirit cannot die Look at the pain around me This is what I cry for Look at the pain around me This is what I'll die for Make the sadness go away Come back another day The things I've said and done Don't matter to anyone But still, you push me to see Something, I can never be Why am I their shattered king? I don't mean anything I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the passion The human spirit cannot die Look at the pain around me This is what I cry for Look at the pain around me This is what I'll die for The River Flows Frozen Like frozen leaves We are falling On to the soil so barren and cold The rays of sun No more warming Our hearts now so cold Through this field Of the withered flowers We go still one more time The hidden beauty Forever gone The river's frozen once again So came this time When moonlight blackened my heart: I can't stand this pain The chain is broken It's tearing open my scars: I want to feel the flame...again The shine behind The frozen stream Reminds me of your eyes The spark of hope Still in my heart Shall dreams become true under the ice?

Sea Of Lies Today I've seen the shallow face I wear Inside this shell, a living hell endures I'm held captive by my fear, decaying hope and wasted years The knife of time carves another line around these eyes Good and evil - lust primeval Dragging me into a sea of lies Losing faith in who I am Never changing just rearranging my life again Through into an eternal abyss I fall, Silent screams through paper walls I pray someday the sun will shine on me again (shine on me again) Good and evil - lust primeval Dragging me into a sea of lies Lies ... lies ... [Solo] Lies ... lies ...

Into The Dragon's Den Placid skies, through crystal gazing eyes Slaves to our desire, in a ring of smoke and fire The dungeons call, two faces on the wall Candles light the way, for a moonlight serenade Through the nights and days, we will find a way A way to carry on what we believe An empty door, ashes on the floor Hypnotic array of lights, dragons calling throughout the night Omen in black, chained down to the rack The end never in sight, soaring through an endless plight Through the nights and days, we will find a way Silence fills the shrine, giving us the sign Forever lost, forever in the dragon's den Born with second sight, essence burning bright Forever lost, forever in the dragon's den Silence fills the shrine, giving us the sign Forever lost, forever in the dragon's den Born with second sight, essence burning bright Forever lost, forever in the dragon's den

Domination All along the waste and wild legions of lost scream in pain A million shattered destinies all slowly drowning in tears of flame Break the chains around your necks lick your wounds you Dogs of War Raise your banners ever high and ravage the Babylon Whore I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination Rotting from the inside out ripping away to the core A million lies unite as one slaughtering innocence for evermore Sound the mighty drums of doom march to this black heart of fate Clawing, tearing, slashing deep defiantly fighting our fate I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination Turn the waters red with rage burn all the earth shore to shore Open wide the Gates of Hell defile the Babylon Whore I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination ...my Domination

someone entertain me :|

good god damn booze is expensive in this joint lol

ok I forgot this part on the last post lol ...oh well ....there will be a few others joining the ones already there , soon as either they find me or I find them ...lol don't sweat it cause either way you make that list on my profile on here and you are good to go ......lol so fuck what everyone else says ;) :D lmmfao

the people I have chosen as " My Family" on here are because either I know you in real life , know you from someplace else , or have talked to you on the phone " so yes I hold you near and dear to me ....

this shit sux ass :|:|:| 3 times now I have been talking to a girl and this piece of shit website KILLS my browser ...it doesn't happen on ANY OTHER site but this one, and this is the one I like being on the most , ....so if it has killed our convo then email me at blaknite215@comcast.net and I will gladly give you mt instant messenger info ......