coquillardtony1's blog: "Thoughts of a sad soul"

I wish I could understand Body: After all these years I wonder why I let it fall apart like I did. "Things fall apart," I say, and wonder why people don't hold on just a little bit tighter. After it's broke it's useless to fix. The crazy glue may hold fast, But the hairline cracks still show, a reminder of the fall, constant and nagging. And so I wonder why I would have let it come to this, knowing there is no repairing the jagged edges. "Things fall apart," I say, and I suppose there is nothing one can do about it. I turned my head and your wisdom Was wasted on me. Not everything falls apart. Not everyone lets go – only me, seeing no reason to hold on, finding no will to prevent it, let things progress this far. "Things fall apart," I say to the guy behind the bar. He gives me a look that says, "I know", And refills my drink one more time.

Thoughts of a sad soul Current mood: sad Category: Romance and Relationships Is it better to have to have loved and lost or to have never loved at all? This is a question for the ages. What is the definition of love? I dont believe there is a definition. I believe that it is a feeling of the heart and not of the mind. Love is a feeling that encompasses your body which you can feel thoughout your soul. I also dont believe it has anything to do with your mind because there is no logic to love, nor should it be something you even have to think about. Back to the question at hand. To lose something you love is probly one of the hardest things in life to deal with, from my experiences anyway. It effects your whole life, every aspect, every feeling, and every decission. It definitly takes some time some time to get over, more so when you cant understand the reason for the lose. If youve never had that feeling of lose, than in my opinon youve never truly loved. To have never loved is probly the saddest thing ive ever heard, and to tell you the truth, to go though life and not love is unrealistic. If you have never loved than you cant feel the lose of having loved and losed. As I sit and think about this question, I realize that its not a good question at all, and that there really is no good answer either way. To love comes real easy for me, to lose on the other hand, is almost unbearable, and to have never loved at all, impossible. As I think about whats next im scared, excited, mad, and happy all at the same time. I guess the easiest thing to do is not love, but thats just sad. So love like theres no tomarrow and try to learn to lose. TC To anyone who reads this I would like your thoughs