XxSiNFULxX's blog: "tangled up in you..."

My life was never meant to be so fleeting... or so i thought...i guess i really never caught up to it... My crossroads as i call it, turned out to be the path not yet taken ...so to speak.Guilt, fear,neglect, are just a few of the overwhelming feelings that were tormenting my soul. Somehow pure thoughts cleansed my soul-,which made me have to live up to my spiritual beliefs ,meanwhile my chaotic lifestyle  leads me astray,  draining me of any and all devine notions , a rather pore excuse for getting sidetracked i said to myself...To right my wrongs  i fear.. im just going to have to relive them...MY 88 year old grandma  is like the fountain of inspirational, intellectual youth- im in aww of her wisdom.. rubs off on me at first ,would another baptism wash away my sins?? whats the maximum occupancy?? for i have many sins..mabie satan has the only mathematical equation to that...While we thought we had enough time to live and learn, living my life was taken for granted--cast away the forevers, and  so i except my fate..