nikki's blog: "thoughts and quotes"

i found this quote and when i read it it really hit home "*~* Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets So, love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't.Always believe that everything happens for a REASON. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody ever said it would be easy...they just promised it would be worth it. *~*

forgive me -evanescence Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said But I didn't mean to hurt you I heard the words come out I felt that I would die It hurt so much to hurt you Then you look at me You're not shouting anymore You're silently broken I'd give anything now to kill those words for you Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you." But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah. 'Cause you were made for me Somehow I'll make you see How happy you make me I can't live this life Without you by my side I need you to survive So stay with me You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry. And you forgive me again You're my one true friend And I never meant to hurt you Wings To Fly How can I always lend a hand But ignore the cries within myself It brings me joy to make you smile while my emptiness grows all the while Inside my heart will always bleed But I will never let you see it won't be shown on my face Only the tear that falls down my cheek Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace I suffocate when I try to breathe The chains you gave won't me leave I have dreams,needs,and wants My body is weak and numb from all the pain I struggle with my demons each and every day You feed them while you slowly watch me die Please let me be and set me free I want to smile as I look up at the sky I want the moon to brighten the night again I want the clouds to move past the sun So I can feel again I want the stars to guide me to heaven above And I want the wings of life to make me fly The hottest love has the coldest end. I just hope to sleep And never awaken Nothing left in this world Could replace what you have taken.... There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel alright.

if my heart could If a broken heart could cry a river To float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone to travel far away from here where no one knows I cried because you told me you don't love me and a part of me has died If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea and leave behind this hurt I feel I'd take the chance and flee but no...I'd love you still If a broken heart could cry a river to float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea would you change your mind and go with me come sail on my salty sea... come sail away with me... Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing. We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness. Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have. Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion. For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, "It might have been"

Life Is A Prison life is a prison, oh God let me out! no one to listen, to hear when i shout! climb the walls of insanity, ride the waves of despair if you fall it don't matter, there's no one to care i used to wish for a window to see birds, trees and sky, but you're better without one stops you aiming too high watching freedom is painful, for those locked away seeing joy, love and happiness, another price that you pay strong is good, weak is bad be it false, be it true your mind makes the choice, and enforces it too cell walls built by society, with rules to adhere if you breach the acceptable, you had better beware hide the pain, carry on, routine is the key don't let on that you're not, what you're pretending to be lock it all up inside you, how badly that bodes look out for that one day, when it all just explodes! leaving naught but a shell, base functionality too but killing all else, that was uniquely you so how do you grow, with a time bomb inside? or how to defuse it, without destroying its ride? you can't!! i'm so sick of crying i'm so tierd of trying and yes i may be smiling but inside i'm dying! what do you do when smiles go away? when everything changes within one day? what do you do when love falls through? when the one you love doesn't love you? sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fail in order to know, sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed by tears my heart may freeze, or it may burn, the pain will ease if I learn,there is no future,there is no past,I live each moment as my last...