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You know, normally I'm a very upbeat and optimistic person. I love being a happy person, it just makes life go so much smoother and the less small things upset you. But I'm not feeling very happy right now.
In fact, I'm feeling downright aggravated. This morning I woke up, relaxed, got ready for class, and went out the front door to my car to start my day.. only the fucking car wouldn't start. It has no power whatsoever. It is totally dead and I have no idea why. The automatic lock/unlock button on my keyring isn't even working. The lights won't turn on. Even the small little clock that is always on in the car is off. It worked just fine Tuesday night when I came home from my pick-up game and hanging with my bf. I didn't drive it yesterday. This makes me miss my first class, just great. I talked to my father on the phone and there's nothing he can do, understandable since he's at work. The same with my mother.
So I'm stranded home until my second class, which I now have to bike to in the heat. Just GREAT. I have to bike to class tomorrow morning at 7am. GREAT. I have work tomorrow at 5:30pm until closing, there is no way I'm biking at night around 10:30pm. So I'm gonna have to rely on rides once again. GREAT. I feel so fucking useless in my own life. I have a shitty job that has barely scheduled me for 30 days out of this entire year so far. I owe my parents money. Fuck, my parents pay for my schooling, my gas for the car that hates me, the food I eat, they let me live at home for free.. I have everything for free right now in my life and I feel like I can't do anything to repay what my parents have given me. I can't do shit for myself. I am a useless waste of space right now and it seems fitting that all I can do is whine and vent on an internet blog.
Go figure. My life is shit.
