if u ask why i act a certain way,
why i block out the world every time i feel PAIN,
i'd tell u moRe tan u could ever see,
al the things no one ever thought
could be wrapped inside of me.
its those times when i'm feeling down tat
i wonder whats the damn f*cking use?
why reach out to anyone when i get PAIN inside of me,
when my thoughts aRe ignored
every time i lay out the truth.
so i apologize if i don't have compassion towards u,
don't take it as offense
I'm still fighting the battle wit my guards
cuz i HATE feeling love, happiness every time....