wickedmommi's blog: "thinking"

the tears or the bitter pain whichever it may be the chilling cold or the freezing rain give me a little reality the abuse and the lies hurt me more yesterday the stinging pain of my reddened eyes wsill keep me from crying today the coldness of my heart wil end because i have hope the scattered peices of my broken mind will mend because i am learning to cope

though we have yet to meet with you, i feel so safe i am so in love with you i know you feel the same longing for so much i long to be with you long to kiss your beautiful mouth i am so in love with you though we may be apart i sit here and think of us together longing to be in your arms to be held safely in your arms i long to fall asleep in your arms i long to see you everyday when i wake up or fall asleep i'm so in love with you author's note: i wonder if i could ever find someone that could make me feel like this with out having seen them in person? if so that would be nice. i think that i may have but i'm not sure how things are on his end

i'm sitting here and thinking. yes, i think a lot. but the thing that i am thinking about right now is how can you tell if someone that you really like likes you back. there is someone that i really like, but i am unable to gage how he feels. but i guess that could just ask him straight out how he feels but i'm scared to do that and then find out that he may not feel the same toward me. and the part that really scares me is that i think that i may be falling for him