Well is been fun on have meeting alot of new faces and friends know ur personalities u all have been great but lately ive been down for awhile but tried to hide it try to clear my head i know a few of u have been concern and thx for the support but i considering on comin off here or taking abreak ppl think that a man is strong by the way he carries himself u know me by my pics and most of them i hardly eva smile as such only becuze i hide my feelin not to get hurt most cuz im shy or insecure thinking no much of myself but of others i alway go out of my way to make my friends happy but in the end i think to myself who does go out of thier way to make me happy or see how im doing? im not the type of guy that brushes things off and move on but the type to keep feelins and emotions bottled up inside only to cry i nthe darkness so if u feel anyway for me tell me or write back letting me know how u feel by this and if i should stay on here alil while longer and what deference i made in ur life just by being ur friend? thanks for taking the time to read this
Rickay Swave~ thoughts of a crying poet
