Jitterbug's blog: "thinking bout him"

Help Fight Child Abuse !!!!! my name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "i'm sorry",I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While i lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor My name is Chris I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me And you can help Sickens me to the soul, And if you read this and dont pass it on I pray for your forgivness Because you would have to be One heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because u r effected Do something about it! So all i ask you to do Is pass this on! IFYOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT ON !! REPOST THIS AS no kid should have to go throu

Yesterday marked the 4month anniversary since my baby brother passed away and sometimes I wonder is it ever going to get any easier?? I love and miss him so much he had a full life ahead of him....He passed away from a drowning accident that he had June 10,2006. He spent 3 days in emmc in Bangor PICU then he passed away June 13,2006. I layed my head on his chest when they unplugged him from all machines and his heart beat for the last time.....It was the hardest and worse day of my life...I am thinking about him alot lately and wish that I would just wake up and find out this is all just one really bad nightmare and hes not gone....I love you and miss you so much DJ. He graduated on June 4,2006 from MCI high school and may 25th from skowhegan regional vocational school for carpentry I am was so proud of him he made something of his life and yet he had to go I guess atleast hes not here on this cruel and hateful earth...I enjoy this site everyone seems to be really friendly and it helps alot.....I just want to make friends on here its not about the points just finding true friends