Thinking Aloud
Though stranger things have happened still,
My love for you cannot compare.
While confusion stirs and my heart cries,
I vow to be there for you till the day I die.
I see you struggle in the darkness of night,
Though trying not to let me see…
I cannot help but to hear your pain,
And hold you close to me again.
When nothing else can reach your thought,
I focus on your lover’s heart…
To see what protects you from walls still alive.
And yet I see you smile…
Your life shows promise with strength and love
Keeping on your feet even when there’s no ground to stand on.
Throwing me for a loop with your turnaround abilities
Awestruck as you stay afloat in time…
You amaze me in every way possible…
Your intellect, your strength, your love, your hardships, your
Everything!
I can’t even begin to say what makes you tear up and jump
To life!
But I’d be willing to take the rest of my life to see you in all
The changes of the wind of your being…
Too many times I’ve seen you, or even felt you hiding…
You have no idea how beautiful you truly are!
I swear, it would take books to describe what I see in your eyes!
The beauty and true innocence is beyond compare…
Alluring and agile, you’ve got me…
For how long, one can never truly know…
And I may be wrong for saying my heart aloud through you,
But I could so easily love you…if you’d let me…
And as many obstacles as there are,
I feel as though, if you looked me straight in the eyes,
And confessed true love for me, and begged me to stay…
It would take all that is me to keep myself from breaking myself!
As you have confessed to walls broken down…
I have my own to contend with…
Yet noone will see me worthy enough to try and break me of myself
And so I continue to live in silence and harsh steel…
But you, you face things, you live, you are beautiful and forward
And I am forever at a standstill to your soul,
With such greatness that I cannot begin to express within it’s
True light!
You are a greater being than I, that’s for sure…
You stand on your own,
You breathe when you feel like giving your last breath!
You take everything life is given you,
And give yourself strength to be above it all!
You’re one of a kind…
Not defective, but a blessing to me…
Though how I ever came to deserve such a dark angel…
…I may never know.
But I love you…however it may stain my heart…
If I could, I would not leave here, without knowing I’d be back!
Time is so precious and so fleeting…
And you are just an emerald in the sands of life!
You see, but you keep quiet…
You know, but do not share.
There’s something keeping you always one step ahead…
And yet, forever being tugged back.
Whoever you are,
Whatever those things are about you,
You are precious and handsome and most of all…
There will eternally be a place for you etched in my soul!
……I love you……
