Why do I do what I do?
Why do I say what I say?
What makes me think and act this way?
I’m so scared
Of making another bad choice
I can’t hear that still, small voice
That says,
Go ahead and love him,
Go ahead and care,
Go ahead and run
Your fingers through his
Soft golden hair
That smells so nice
Stop acting like
A queen of ice and
Tell him….
Tell him….
I sit in the darkness
I sit there alone,
Wishing I had him on the phone.
I dream of his gentle,
Soft, caring touch,
I wish it didn’t hurt so much
To wanna
Go ahead and love him,
Go ahead and care,
Go ahead and run
My fingers through his
Soft golden hair
That smells so nice
Stop acting like
A queen of ice and
Tell him….
Tell him….
I’ve searched so long
And run so far
To not be hurt again,
But this hiding & dreaming
Finally needs to end
And so I’ll
Go ahead and love him,
Go ahead and care,
Go ahead and run
My fingers through his
Soft golden hair
That smells so nice
Stop acting like
A queen of ice and
Tell him….
Tell him….
Tell him I love him,
Tell him I care,
Let him feel
His fingers in my
Soft auburn hair
In our first long kiss
Realizing all that
We both missed
Being scared so long,
We’re finally strong,
Because I’ll
Tell him….
Tell him….
Tonight