Fade Away By Levi J BurgessThis is the letter of how i feel inside, My life was a joke i was so fucked up on coke, Drugs used to be my best friendthen the pain sat in i thought about life and death i even atempted my final death. i looked at the mirrior on the wall and didn't realize i was looking at myself at all,i held so much back my life turned solid black i cried for a long time and then i started thinking of a way to survive ,i had all this pain doubt and depression inside all i can ever think about is when it's my time two shine, maybe i forgot the reason im here or maybe i just really dont care am i ready to die or am i ready to burn in a abyss in the sky my friends who i loved very much most took there own lives and made me wonder alot more about how i was before if god does not forgive for suicide no wonder ive lost hope inside , when people first meet me they think im so cool but if they were to know the truth they would call me a fool. life is what you make it and im running out of time i sit on the net play my games sike myself out and start thinking everything is fine, then comes night, and night turns to day all the problems come back and life once again fades away.. Only Time Will Telltable table table td {vertical-align:top ! important;}span.blacktext12 {visibility:visible !important;background-color:transparent;background-image:url("http://i74.photobucket.com/albums/i244/satanicfie/kornalbum.gif");background-repeat:no-repeat;background-position:center center;font-size:0px; letter-spacing:-0.5px;width:435px; height:75px; display:block !important; }span.blacktext12 img {display:none;}