FiReBlAzEr's blog: "the work of my mother . White Queen"

If I should die tonight in my sleep No one would miss me, no one would care, And if I should slit my wrists with a knife There'd be a party, a gala, a fair. If tomorrow the world were to end And I were to die With my hand on my heart I would say, "Fuck you world and have a nice day." No one cares about the child gone wrong, The little kid sat in the corner I still hurt and I feel pain Even more than you could ever imagine. But one day I hope to find someone To love me and treat me like gold Until the day that happens I struggle through life getting old. __done by (christine)

I asked you to love me And you laughed in my face, I asked you to help me But I was just a disgrace. I offered you my heart And you broke it with glee, I offered you my friendship But you threw it back at me. Now I feel that I can't cope You've managed to destroy my only hope Now I feel that I've lost my way And that I was only just a lay. My hopes are crushed, my dreams are too And all because I fell in love with you done by christine

Although I have gone beyond right or wrong I have gone to what is pure and real. With every breath I breathe, it tightens At the beauty of knowing what it feels like To be in love. And, although the pain of being away from you Is so overwhelmingly hard to bare I have felt love, I have held you, I have touched you With a touch that can only be felt Or given with entire intensity As the touch I've given to you, and the touch You shared with me. A thousand feelings engross me. Feelings that are indescribable, yet, so fiercely strong, And ruling to my very essence. Should I have? I can ask myself that a million times. Should I have met you? I thought that meeting you would free my Desire for you But it has only amplified the deepest love That comes from within me, for you. And yet, with all this love I feel inside There is also a hidden sadness, A sadness that promises no one tomorrow, That leaves your heart open With amazing clarity of want But closed to know if it will ever be Reunited again. So with this I must tell you That I have loved you As I have never loved another. I have shared not just my body But who it is I am. And no matter where our lives take us You and I have been to a place that... Is ours forever. To be in love done by (christine )

As I whisper my thoughts in your ear on how I will for fill your every want and need, so that all of your dreams will come true. Tell me what is missing in your life; so that love can plant a seed and let it do what it do. I know that you maybe afraid of love that your heart is locked deep within you, my love will unlock your inner fears for the world to see. Now you are in my world the sun will shine on you, and the sky will forever be blue, and will you share your life with me. You are love, and I am happiness, and when we are as one it is a beautiful thing, love is nothing to fear, because it will wrap you up in it’s arms. Love will make you do things that you wouldn’t even think of, there is nothing to fear, because my love is here. When love is so good, with a little butterfly kiss I will have you in an orgasmic state of mind, I just want to put back the love back in your life. So whatever it takes to have your love on my side is all that I will do to make you mine, I am asking you to spend the rest of your life with me being my loving husband. Whatever it takes for me to do to have your unconditional love is what I will do to keep you loving me, as we kiss to say goodnight. I know that your love came from up above, so share my world. Because with me is where you want to be. done by christine .