Wake the fuck up from this hopeless nightmare. Another tear n2 patience and sanity. Deliberatly cursed with a poison spoon. Sworn to try but cant accept this fate. Rudely insulting. Bring forth this contract so i can burn it to ashes and swallow the words n smoke. Pull on my rope to tighten the welts. A thousand feathers shed from my nerves. How do u fly with a lung of sorrow? The salt that floods the wounds are chewing fast. My knees are bleeding. My thoughts are dangerous. Collapse n2 a coma. Dont fondle me unless im soaked in sympathy. Debate my fears. You dont know shit. Tell me what I need to fix because your hoping i'll believe this bullshit speech that u breed onto a weak decision. Imposters! Devils mistress licks the fire. Fuck me n my innocense. I thought i've always been alone but evil has accompanyd my entire life. Life. A lie. Santuary is too far to call out to. Strung out by the energy of bribery. Tranquilized by the nurturing of opiates. Thank you dirty pill. I feel so clean again. This music isnt loud enough to deafen me n my silence. I need the screaming needles piercing my senses. To engage in all the sound. Interact with my inner child. Lets play. Cut the hair of a molested Barbie. Im intentionally ill. Purposly sick. Accidentally concieved. Devoured by the sharp teeth of an abusive kin. When will I win. Again I fail to care 4 any1 but myself. Starring thru the eyes of the brain. Take this blade n carve out all this unwanted sting. Suck me out and spit me in. Sheltered substance embeded in the creases of my fragile bones. I wanna go home.. to finally release my presence I must sacrifice my only true devotion. I must kill the ones I love to live where I belong. Hold me holy serpent, I am soaked with moral sin. -Just Anna
