in a hundered ways i suffer each day
learning how a soul and body can merge
into a shapless blur of carrion nightmares
the heart beats, the lungs draw air,time ticks
the surface calm and warm never revealing
inner war of hellish hateful timless grip
thoughts linger like cancerous foul breath
why must i embrace malignant lies long trip
my foundations chiseled hammered chipped
in evil most heinous im set adrift
she knows not of damge deeply done
like flesh in fire can never be healed anew
the phoenix will rise to do no right set