Morgan Fey's blog: "Who knows whats in this mind of mine"

So, as much fun as dancing is I don't want to do it any more. Don't get me wrong, I find nothing wrong with nudity. I don't find it tabboo. Some do and I understand that. Well I've got a day job and with a good roommate can afford all my bills IF I choose to sstay after all the crap with the landlord... But chances are after his bull I may not. That shit I'm pretty much done with too. ANY HOO. What I don't like about the club are, catty strippers stealing from me, starting shit with me and treating me like shit. I also hate the men whom touch me, grope, and try to fuck me in the champagne room. It's not cool. I get people contantly trying to finger me and I've broken a few fingers (other peoples fingers) since I've been there and a jaw or two. What? I've kicked people in the face for touching me on stage. It's not cool and its not allowed. But I'm done with it. Have had people slip shit into my drinks. And I keep watch adn I have watched them do it. I dont drink it and I toss it. If I didn't keep watch for even a second, I toss it. End of story. I'd rather be safe. But with all the stabbings and shooting at other clubs, the economy being bad, strippers getting robbed, I dont want ot put myself in any more danger. Also because I DONT suck and fuck, people don't want me as much as the girls that do.
What I will miss are the friends I made there. Girls whom are good and true to who they are. Girls who don't treat others bad and protect their friends. But the bad out weighs the good. So I've had some friends want to visit me at the strip club because they want to support me and what not. Well this thursday will be their last chance to do so, because I'm done. Yes I've alot of respect and love for myself. and No, stripping is not degrading, its the people whom treat you like a whore that are degrading. The people whom tell you that the body is a dirty thing to show thats degrading. The body is beautiful. I'm a dnacer not a stripper. And my friends are dnacers not strippers. I do dance, and I dance well. but I'm worried for my safety due to others and I don't like being dissrespected. So I'm making my own choices in life and doing what I want to do.