guitarmadman's blog: "the storm"

this christmas for all the girls and boys ready to open grandma and grandpas toys to be a kid again and relish those times playing football in the snow the adults drunk on wine and know the hair has turned grey the black and white of the local paper gives the play by play and the snow that once made frosty come to life is just a friggen hassle to get off my windshield to get off my windshield with the company bought knife only noe through the wine bloodshot eyes the true meaning of christmas does just arrive finally taking that 2nd job to keep up with mr and mrs jones knowing i got an an apartment their in their winter home putting on my pretend face better with them than to be alone .........to be cont.

its the third holiday season your not hear i just want to scream in anger fuck that queer tear him to peace-es rip off his ears but that will never happen that can never be i am still the man in me you could still see a soft wisper an a little nibble on the nose does he know the secret place the one that curls your toes? yeah it gets a little ugly the way you walked away his wallet knows no boundrys so you got your tiffany diamond and 3 story house what the hell was that phone call last night all about? you still had the love you have always carried for this boy. but your married girl and you still called... you thought i would never make it at any thing at all...your dad would have loved to see me dead, but walking through hell girl i survived the Lord walk with me a friend by my side...you still love me i heard in your voice, but you made your dad happy you made the safe choice.... guess its ok, but its really not! i tell myself i am happy with all the money i finally got... got damn near a million finnally saved in the bank give it all for just a secound with you....just to push that dent on the nose

oh wow your reading this but soon its your country that youll miss your time is to precious to care about the vote fuck it right you gotta bran new coat you have time to get get drunk with your friends dont matter much the soliders life that just came to an end but your cell phone got three bars and thats ok pull up to burger king have it your way.... do you even know that soon we will be u.s. canada. mexico! shit why do you care your on a computer chasing cyber underwear. its true i sit and see the same screen i lift my glass full of calveret and toast then scream sheeple sheeple sheeple sheeple ??????? 3.00 dollar gas its hear, listen cause daddys credit card will run dry! Save my AMERICA before she runs dry! sheeple sheeple You got what it takes to vote?

the weather outside is cold the rain is behind my eyes only a womens softness yet there is a storm thats sick there is a place that thing should not go we should only crave a womens touch there are sick men the ones who know not the beauty of a women the predetor, ripped my skin, im not gay the force of a badge, we trust the law how do there wifes sleep next to them at night the law what a joke, on that thing forced to choke broken and beat i cry alone rape! do not tell your friends...the law makes amends. sick faggots had there way, but i am not gay... the weather outside is cold, the rain behind my eyes, there just tears