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So many years ago i said i would never ever give my heart to another man.. I would never give anyone the chance to hurt me again.. i would never let my heart be left out there again... then i met earl and i let my guard down.... boy what a fucking ass i am.. I spend 5 years with this man giving him my everything... and the last year he has been messing around with another woman.... a whole fucking year and you could not tell me you wanted out.. you now say i could not find the words to tell you... mother fucker how about im sorry allie i do not want to do this anymore and we need to move on.... you take me to meet your kids and some of your customers and when we go you introduce me as your wife.......now that i know what was going on you say you dont have the words to talk to me about this yet? what fucking makes you think you have the fucking right to look for the words... again....how about IM SORRY!!!! how about move on allie.... how about fuck you there is no words to make this pain i am in go away....... you made me fall for you you played me ....... you ripped out my heart and handed it to me..........I am so sick of crying and hurting... I have spent the last 7 months trying to make shit better with us....... and you had already checked out on me.... you could of told me...... i could be over you and moving on with my life but no you let me keep thinking things are ok and we will be ok and you know damn well we wont be... what you gonna come back to me when she is done with you? now that she told you to fuck off cuz she learned the truth.... just when i think i have no more tears they seem to find their way back........ i cant take it anymore... i cant take this pain.... this time i wont let anyone else in.. i would rather be alone then feel this ever again......... i have had 3 serious relationships and every one of you have cheated on me... wtf maybe i am not meant to have a honest faithful man....... maybe there is no such thing.... i dont know anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
