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death it starts with your life being taken away from you and put in someones elses hands and just goes on from there. love is alot like death, while love dont kill you it makes you act in ways that only people under a trance would do and with my life i am in love with a very special someone and dont know how to tell her and i have even thrown away a marriage to make it so that i only have her and my friends in my life who are there for me but to learn how to tell this to that special someone, that is what i seek and hope to get the help in the way to tell her cause it is eating me up inside tht she dont know....... death will overcome me and darkness shall rise. more from the grim reaper as time goes on...
grim reaper 01/26/2009 at 1 in the afternoon
Death does funny things as explained above. at the time of the post above i was able to feel a presence in my life. i was unaware at the time what it was but not long before it i was looking for a reason to die. since then now almost two years to the day i have now run into the woman who was that presence and i have finally found a reason to stop running. am i happy and alive yes, but a memory of the feelings once a part of me will always linger. once i made the connection to where the presence was i had to get to her. now im here... im addicted to carnival games to a degree that i could say the hussle is my drug... yet she has the ability to make things better without that life...yet should i choose to return to it she is willing to be there for me while on season. I LOVE ADR MORE THAN ANYONE KNOWS to finally have her now by my side as she is has made me a better person and a more able bodied man than ever before so those who dont accept her please feel free to go HANG YOUR SELF (SO I DONT HAVE TO)
In the time of death (as referenced above) a persons life doesnt flash as said in movies before your eyes but as sights and memories in your head of times in your life. those memories are are made by the choices we make thru out our life.... it is our our choice...we decide weather see good happy moments proving we were worth something or do we see ones that show us... "fuck im truly alone" i want to see the ones of a happy family that i am hoping is graced upon me and ADR as we move forward in this journey we call life....hand in hand soul to soul.
More to come from REAPER and BABYANGEL as we embark on this journey......... 1/11/2011 12:33a.m
