the pain inside, it hurts so bad.
the pain inside, it drives me mad.
when i think of what im not,
i sit and wonder why i wasn't shot.
i need to be free
i can not see
the end is near
and i am here
my pain lies within my heart
from at which it had to start.
i've been crushed inside
ive lost my pride.
the tears of blood are starting again.
so when you die, i'll see you then.