Its been over a year since we started going out, about two years since we started talking two years since we have been friends. and a little over a year since you broke up with me. So I should be over you by now huh? Isn't that how it goes?Friends for a month, lovers for 2, Friends for the rest of the time? No one understands why i'm still not over you. Heres the reason why the one thing i refused to tell you. I love you with my heart, body, and soul, and will never stop loving you. You were my best friend you understood me when no one else did. You loved me even with how fucked up i was you were concerned about me and encouraged me to put my homework and shit for school before you but most of all you loved me and i trusted you. Yet the minute I gave my heart to you, you put a "return to sender" stamp on it and gave it back in pieces on a platter. I knew it was too good to last i just kept hoping it wasn't. I know i wasn't your type of girl I know your relationship history i had morals and the others didn't i had a mind of my own and refused conformity and the others didn't. I can still remember the day you broke up with me how hurt i was how much i cried how much i loved you how much i cared. You were a few of my firsts The first one i ever loved the first i wasn't forced into kissing the first i ever cried over when i lost you the first to break up with me the first who's ever seen me willingly strip for the first i kissed before we were lovers the first i've gone the farthest with thus far the first i was heartbroken over the first who was exactly my age the first i miss the first ive ever had over while my parents were out most of all the first i respected and trusted in a long time. WHy did we ever break up? It was wrong and we both know it. Why did i let you go so easily? why didn't i fight to keep you? I never fought to keep you because im a wuss when it comes to love. I miss you and wish you would come back to me Everything concerning me and you just felt so right so what went wrong? I can still remember how your kissed felt and tasted i can remember how you felt and i molded perfectly into you making us "one". I refuse to let go i still have all the gifts you gave to me the two frogs that kissed the five fake roses cuz i despise real ones theat aren't dead and you're love. Just remember that no matter what even though i couldn't tell you this but no matter what I Love You.
