404 name not found's blog: "Poetry ... "

Listening to the never ending quiet sound that fills my life,
I sit here .. With so many thoughts of what was once there,
I could almost taste your lips , the lips I had wanted to kiss so sweetly,
But nothing could keep you safe within my reach,



Taking you from my once peaceful life,
Now it is only filled with more puzzles that I struggle with putting back together...


A day goes by, and soon many more..
I can only try to hold myself together from here on out,
Doing with out ..
What was so whole..


Taking you from my once peaceful life,
Now it is only filled with puzzles that I struggle with putting back together ..

Holding myself late at night, 
As I lay but under the moon light and clear, cold sky,
Crying out to you and what was meant to be...
Screaming your name...
As to make sure you don't fade from my life, 
.....yet the heaven's have found a way to take what little I had left of you,
Your name.. 
The morning I woke up from the a night of crying out your name, 
Screaming so loud as to make sure the heaven's could hear me, my painful cries,
They... or you... have come to me .. but not in a dream.. but at morning, 
When I had found myself to waken to the emptiness that filled my head..
No longer could I remember your name ..
WHY!  ... oh ..why... ANSWER ME !! ... (cries again..)... please.. I beg of you ! ... don't take this away from me too..
Let me have that part of him to keep ... 


But they say no... so I here I  lay in on the ground with nothing but a memory of you.. a day that will never be forgotten..
Unless the heaven's have a plan for me to forget that as well... I will hate them for it if they shall take that one final memory from me.. 
Taking you from my once peaceful life,
Now it is only filled with more puzzles that I struggle to putting back together..  A day goes by , and soon  many more,
I can only try to hold myself together from here on out,
Doing with out...
What was so whole... 


Yet.. no more.. for the heaven's will one day condemn me to my hell ..where you will no longer exist..