As I look down upon the cold still body
That once belonged to me.
I see all My imperfections
That no longer will be.
For life became so hard
And My mind had gotten so bad
I could no longer control what I felt
And it was slowly driving me mad
I watched My sanity slowly slip away
Drawing me deeper in to a pit
>From which there was no escape
Other than this life to quit
So as I drew up my plans
A happiness over came
And I knew then and there
That finally I would be sane
It did not so bad
A flash, a bang, a sting
But no real hurt I felt
Nothing, not a thing
So now as I Watch the ambulance crew
And suddenly feel so free
For now no one else,
Can tell me how to be me.
