So, I got into a big argument with my girlfriend over the past weekend due to us not seeing each other as much as she'd like. I'm not trying to sound like I don't want to see her more--if possible, I would like to see her more but it isn't really possible at this point.
Anyway, she is always complaining because she only gets to see me once or twice on the weekends. Usually we only get to spend Saturday or Sunday together because I fly home on Friday nights and I usually have a lot to catch up on during the weekends. So, this Saturday we were going to spend the majority of the day together alone without having to worry about her son or her mom. We were just going to spend time together doing whatever. I get headed towards her house and call her to let her know that I'm on my way but she doesn't answer so I leave her a voicemail letting her know I was on my way. I get a text message back from her within a few minutes saying she didn't feel like doing anything and she didn't feel like seeing anyone. It was very different from how she was speaking the night before so I was a bit upset. I essentially rubbed it in her face that she ruined a chance to see me when she complains that she doesn't get to see me much. It isn't usually how I act, but I was a bit upset as I wanted to spend the day with her and I really looked forward to it.
She eventually emails me on myspace. The message was nothing but a frowny face! So I emailed her back and pretty much reiterated what I said about never getting to see each other, etc. She ends up telling me she's so worried about me ending things and she feels like she's disconnected from me and that she doesn't feel like she has a boyfriend most of the time. This wasn't the first time that she's said this so it upset me even more.
I don't know how else I can make her feel more connected! We talk on the phone most every night (unless she's in bed at 8pm) and I see her on the weekend at one point or another.
I'll pick back up on this in a bit....
