I know many of you have not seen me online in quite some time. Just wanted to give my friends the 411. I have moved from Rantoul to Champaign. It has been a draining move on me and anyone involved. I would like to thank my friends who helped me with the process. it is unfortunate that I could not stay in my home, It was so comfortable there. I am sure some of you also know that I am awaiting to start a new Job on October 15th, Money has been tight and I have asked the kid's father if he would be willing to take temp custody of them for a while until I can get back on my feet. It is a hrd choice that I have made. Imiss them everyday that goes by, I have no phone to contact them and no job for gas to go see them. I feel like such a failure as a mother and a person. I felt so alone and Depressed. Until, Well a Friend came into my life. A friend from High School that I had known quite a while in my life. This friend has been a blessing to me. helping me through my rough times, Believing in me, Giving me the strength, the courage and the motivation to make things better for my situation. A friend that reminded me that I am a beautiful, smart, loving woman and that Others may have tried to convince me of otherwise. A friend that has reminded me of how wonderful it is to love and be loved for being yourself and not hiding who you are from everyone else. He has given me a new life within me, he has awaken so much that I had thought was dead so long ago. He is an amazing person and I am so thankful for him and all that he has helped me through. I am so lucky that our paths on our journey have crossed once again and that I have been given a second chance at Life, Love, Happiness and all that will come in the furture. To you, My friend, My confidant, My love, Thank you can not even come close to what you have done for me. I will always be here for you, to give you the things you have given me in your times of need. To remind you how smart, handsome, and amazing you are, to believe in yourself and give you the strength as well. To cherish you and show you love until the day I die.
