At times my life seems so sucure,
Then out of the shadows
Lurch hidden doubts and fears,
Tearing down the fortress of
certainty I've built
I panic and cry as all the little anxieties
Grow and flourish within my heart.
I close close my eyes and hope and pray
That the insecurities which I feel will depart
But, alas, I realize that my dreams
Are only that...
An illusion in a world of reality,
As unreachable as that of any
The fairy tale which I've created and loved
Diminishes into the pain and sorrow of everyday life
And I open my eyes and dry my tears,
And accept my life as it truely is.
