Well its been a minute but, done a lot, thought a lot. You know its weird, you know who you are and you feel like you dont know yourself at all. Are we who we say we are. I dont mean like are we from another planet or anything no, but like do you ever really stop and think about who you are? Why you do some of the things you do. You are supposed to go through all the shity things in life so that you will have a better understanding on what life is supposed to be about. Why though? Why have all those bad things happen, you try to stop them before they happen you see it coming but it happens anyways. Its like what the fuck man come on. Then you start to think, what was the lession that i was supposed to learn about life that i didnt know before. Was it a reminder of use of emotions, to be cold hearted. I feel i have come into a new in my life. Where to start though, how to start. Am i complete or just broken. You know you spend your life, well some of us, looking for that person that we want to live until death with. That one person that completes you. The only thing is in all the people that i have met or been with i could never feel like i could never truely be me. Although I do have four people in my life that i know i will grew old with. I think that so long as i have those girls with me till then i will be fine. Cause so far there hasnt been one man to come along that is half of what those girls are to me or what they do for me. I would never give them up for anything or anyone. So i guess what im getting to is there is no one, but them. Thanks for lissioning. later