Tears fall upon my pillow; tears spill onto my cheek,
For words, I'm told, the man I loved, to someone else did speak.
Perhaps I'd do things differently, but alas, I never knew.
Why is it you can't care for me, the way I do for you?
Did you know how much I missed you, when you were not around,
Or how much you helped to cheer me up, when I was feeling down?
Even now, I find that I still want to talk to you awhile.
I remember just how easily you could make me smile.
I hate myself, because I know I hunger for your touch.
I never knew it possible to miss someone so damn much.
I cannot stand to look up at a night time, star filled sky,
The twinkling lights I see there, remind me of your eyes.
The smoldering that's within my chest, makes me too all aware,
Of the flames that burn inside my heart, that you ignited there.
God help me, I still want you and long to get lost in a kiss,
The kiss of someone dear to me, whom I already miss.
I miss the you and me, but now I know since you are with her that we again will never be!!
