My Silent Moments... Loud Like The Crack Of Thunder. Im Bout To Burst, Everybody Take Cover.... I Cant Take This Pain Anymore. I Just Keep Wondering What I Was Put Here For....
Sometimes I Just Want To Run Away... Guaranteed No One Will Believe Im Leaving.... But One Day When It Feels Right... Ill Just Hold My Grief Real Tight... And Say Good Night'
I have No Reason To Care.. Nothing In My Life Has Ever Been Fair.... My Mind Is Like Russian Roulet..
I Just Keep Spinning Till I Blow, No One Can Understand How I Feel At Times... I Just Hold It In So No One Will Know.
But One Day My Feelings Will Be Uncovered, When Im gone Everyone Will Know The Pain Ive Felt.. And The Many Tears Ive Cried...
So Say Rest In Peace.. Because My Soul Just Died......
I Wrote This In "04" ... And Ive Gone Thru So Much More... I Dont Feel Tha Same Way Now As I Did Then .... Ive Uncovered So Many New Things Over The Past Couple Years.. But Still, This Poem Got me Through Sum Stuff... I think thats what happens to everybody. You get stuck in the ashes and you come through... this is just another situation in my life where I came through the fire.
