past, i try not to reminisce but my mind moves to fast. in my dreams i am lost in your eyes. i'm swallowed by your smile. i'm tortured by not have'in you to hold and your sweet voice in my ear. for it was you that put your hand into my heaped up heart and shoed me how to live. now that you are gone theres nothing but cold and darkness in my life. it must have been fate but with this last mile i will take you in my heart for the rest of my life.