as the lights turned back from the twirly depths of persistence
i thought about what happened
what used to be between me and you
the pain, hurt, and turmoil
the light is bright within us
the greatness we had
the fun and joy
you were my best friend and still are
but your asking too much of this precious soul
the light keeps flashing
and in my mind its ending
our beloved friendship
i love you so much to lose you to a problem
i look into your eyes and see the wanting and needing of the past
but what happened was a mistake and i wish i could take it back
not knowing your pain
i want to feel your touch again but not the fakeness
i want you to touch my soul again
and do whatever you want with my body
boy you are my soul mate but you are my ex lover
and my best friend
our friendship means too much to me to lose it
the year we spent as lovers was not what i planned
you will always be in my soul forever more
the haunting of the past should rest FORGET EXPUNGE from our beautiful friendship
my life is filled with pain unimaginable and you were there to help
you are my life support
without you ill end up dead
the darkness in my soul prevails and unleash at times
and you know exactly what do in thous cases.
i get blank and not saying a word to anyone
you make me smile and make me happy
the life within my body is very little
but you make it worthwhile
you make me want to go into the world and try my very best
you make my life not seem as screwed up as it really is
you made so much joy in our friendship
but when you didn't want to talk anymore because of my stupid mistake
i felt really hurt inside
i almost killed myself and you knew it
you knew i wouldn't do it
the treacherous depths that we leaped was so strong and so civil
I LOVE YOU AND TH ATS THAT
i need you
i need your help
i need your guidance
i need your love
i need everything you have to offer
i want everything you have to give
but i wont take that one thing
I'm not ready to be the slave
i don't want you to be my slave
all i want is your touch and your love
so please can i have it?
