It seems as though
I am running still
Trying to fight such a long gone foe,
That sometimes today is a haze.
I survived.
Shouldn’t it make me stronger?
So why do I feel so weak?
I survived.
So when can I rest?
When will it finally be over for me?
It seems as though
I am running still
From memories of so very long ago,
That it takes over me.
I survived.
What did I lose to be who I am?
Was it worth it?
I survived.
Can I ever escape those memories?
Should I try?
It seems as though
I am running still
Just to escape things from before,
And I wonder if I ever will.
I survived.
Shattered and broken,
Afraid and uneasy.
I survived.
So how do I survive yet another day?
