DuSKXIII's blog: "The bronze age of disgust"

Hello interweb people's its been awhile since i have posted a blog and felt it was time to get things rolling. It's been a rough time going the past few years but it all hasnt been bad. I have truely found a musical and literary voice which i look forward to sharing with you all through lyrics/ poems i wrote feel free to leave feedback its the only way i know if anyone is out there anymore. I want to kick all this off with a song called The Pain.

The Pain

Tonight i feel the pain

of the scars

of the years gone by

i hide my shame behind my lies

here i am just a shell of a man

caution to the wind and a gun in my hand

starring at the world through bloodshot eyes

cannot lift this curse no matter how i try

end this world with just one shot

easy to do when nothings what you got

bridge/pre chorus

breathing not knowing

that my blood is still flowing

and the truth is a lie

so do i try?

chorus

tearing at my soul

never reach my goal

nothing left to gain

tonight i feel the pain

2nd verse

of the scars

of the years gone by

i hide my fear behind my eyes

as they start to read me my last rights

my last shread of spirit still trys to fight

why in the world did it end this way

no time to cry too late to pray

and as they start to nail my coffin shut

my last thread of life has now been cut

breakdown

and thats when i awake from the nightmare i created

i long for freedom where i go unabated

but this war inside my head will not let me go

i'm chasing demons i do not care to know

so sit there in your towers passing judgement

and leave me here alone to relive this torment

chorus/outro