Yep, that would explain me in a nutshell. It's funny this morning I was beyond happy. Three of my best friends came back around. I was thrilled. These guys are great, such sweethearts and I love em' to death.
Here's where the stupid part(That's me) comes in. Well why is it that all of a sudden they came back???? Well can we say crap happened and guess who they came running back to for advice, and moral support and bascially a shoulder. Yeah, and me the ever sweet, caring, and supportive one. I was here as usual.
I really don't mind it cause I love em' and all, but it's just like someone stuck a knife in my heart when they disappear like that and only when something crappy happens do they find their way back. I guess it just hurts more than it should.
Then along with them I get my other friends telling me apparently what I want to hear even if I myself didn't know I wanted to hear it.
It's great to be needed and wanted, but when it's only out of bordeom, or when something crappy happens, all I feel is used all over again.
This is for everyone, if you need help with anything one here or in real life you can vcount on me to help you out. I won't be bothering you all hoping for a comment back or whatever though so if I stop talking this is why.
Thank you all for your help on here and otherwise. Funny how great today started out and now it's tanking hard. Guess I only have my stupid self to blame.
Have A Great Day!!!!
