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created on 10/21/2007  |  http://fubar.com/stuff/b144167

College Stress

This is the 3rd year of my classes and I have been doing very well with them. Actually have a grade point adverage I am so proud of. BUT I am taking a class that has me so frustrated, almost to tears. This class already has a fast pace to it. I am a full time babysitter of 2 toddlers (18 monthers) part time Sub teacher, mother of 2, 4-H leader, and a captin of a dart team. Which that one is helpful for relxing my stress. The weekends are the only time I really have to clean carpets, and shopping, and any extra activites since I can't really go anywhere during the week due to the toddlers. Well I am off to read a chapter that was suppose to be read last week. ekkk.

Stupid Ex's Wife

Nothing is more annoying than someone being a lier and putting their nose where it doesn't belong, So yes she is married to my ex. Who cares. She accused me, my BF of molesting my children, raping them, starving them. Accused my children of raping hers. Right there why would I want them around her? Then goes on saying she's pregnant, post a nasty picture of herself trying to pull off a preg belly, (she's fat so it almost worked cept it was soggy looking) then a month later she wan't preg but adopted a baby. Hummmm where is that baby in her family pics. My kids were thrilled when I told them this, till we discovered it was another lie. She accused me of sleeping with a DFS (DCS) agent. Sleeping with TONS of people. Then accuses me of slandering her and my ex. The funny part is everything MY children know of her and him is from her. Every blog, chat, and e-mail I have recieved from HER not him the father of the children. I have read (minus the bad words) to my children. I have every single paper.They have made their own judgements on both of them. And my daughter was highly upset being accused of rape at the age of 6/7 she is now 9. I was accused of sexulizing my children funny how after my ex and his wife moved the kids never had any more problems. I even took them back to the same therapst that insisted they were sexulized. Only to redo the report to being PROPTED. So she is constantly trying to contact me, Why the hell would I want to talk to her. I didn't have kids with her, It's not her resposibility to contact me it the CHILDRENS FATHERS JOB. And it's easy to get my information all he has to do is get ahold of our court. But he won't, since he will be in contempt since he hasn't reported any of his moves. Plus the past due $15,585. in back support... Now out of the blue she has been saying nice things to me about me going to school, yet in the same letter she puts me down. This woman is nuts and I will never let her around my children. And as of right now the kids want nothing to do with any of them. I respect what my kids want. And who cares if I get support. And I won't give it up, I am doing it for the kids to better their life. Not my fault she won't go after it for her kids. We found out that support will stop in 60 days since they moved. So let it build up the back support he will never be out of debt the higher it goes the more likely he will spend MORE time in jail (yes I know about that to). I will do what is best for them, i don't care if they don't like it. He has been out of their lives for 2 years wouldn't talk to the kids unless they were at his mothers (who he also hasn't talked to in 2 years I have a noterized letter from her to use in court) He hasn't sent b-day cards, any holiday cards. And like I said to get our info all he has to do is contact the court. The last known phone number I had we tried to call him on my daughters b-day, no answer, and he didn't call her and that sinched it. My son thought he seen my ex and had a panic attack. They have a wonderful father now, one that helps with school work, one that plays with them, teaches them alot of things, doesnt' shut them in their rooms, Doesnt yell at them everytime they do something wrong. Doesn't put me down in front of the kids. Doesn't put me the kids or me down at all. But I am not worried my ex has a track record every 5 years he cheats and finds someone new. If it happens again I will just laugh. THe last thing I told him was, You pick your children or that fat Witch you can't have both. I even told him to get a hooker and he would still get to see the kids. He made his choice, he made his bed so he has to deal with it.

Up for Auction

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I pick up the pieces

I wrote this in April 2007, it was for a music class we had to write out a song. The teacher is actually putting it to music. But I wrote this for my kids. Tears running down their faces, while they wonder where there place is They wait at home, for a letter or call, and getting nothing at all. Two young children feeling so lost, and alone. Their father left to wonder on leaving his children behind I pick up the pieces: wiping up the tears I pick up the pieces: to face all their fears I pick up the pieces; I'm ready to fight Instead I just hold them tight He say's he loves them they are his world He say's he misses them they are his heart But he has moved on, new children in his life making it easy for him to part. I pick up the pieces: I hold them tight I pick up the pieces: Since I am their mother I will never leave their side. while their father will always hide.

Grandfather

IT's been a very long week waiting on word to see if my grandpa would be able to breath on his own, He's been heavly sedatated and put on a ventilator. Well yesterday I got a phone call they were going to take him off the machine to see if he could breath on his own. They were afraid that his lungs would go lazy and not want to work without help. So as of now he is 10 hourse of no machine, just a little help from oxgyen mask. YAY. I am hopping to go see him next month. To the people that have prayed for him Thank you, and please keep praying he will be able to come home.

College classes

I am on my third semester of classes Almost have a year down already 3 left to go. I am going to hopefully become a Elementry teacher. I went to a Intro to computers class, alot of it bores me since I know how to do alot of stuff, but I am learning a few new tricks, so it's not all bad. I am doing 13 credits lets see if I pull my hair out.

People suck

I got off work at 8pm I got home at 9pm, I live 8 minutes away. why did it take so long, a snow drift and mean people. After I dropped off the nightly money from work I headed home, there was a drift didn't look to bad plus there were already tracks from another car, so I backed up so I had a run at it and went, made it half thru. and nothing. Got stuck, I rocked back and forth for 15 minutes didn't make any progress. so I got out in calf deep snow and rising to wave people down, 11 cars slowed down and drove by. one person stopped, A 16 year old. he went and got a better car and pulled me out. took 5 minutes. My pants are frozen, so are my ankles. People piss me off sometimes. But I now know I am not going to try that again. first time I got stuck in a long time. Well after I finish my glass of wine I am off to bed. Thanks for reading.

Grant programs

I found a business I really want to buy. but thanks to a bad marriage and an even worse divorce my credit is shot. I am very warry of some of the grant programs out there. One that I did try I almost lost $400 but I caught on before the time limit expired and the bank helped me get my money back. Does anyone know of a good ligit program? Any information would be greatful

I can breath

Yay school is done. At least till January 16th. I can breath, play, sleep. So far it looks like my lowest grade is a C in government. Thank heavens I passed it I don't think I could handle taking that class again. Next set of classes I will be taking will be Intro to Special ed, Praciticum in teaching and Teching Microcomputers. I have a job interview today, I really hope I get the job, so many bills and not enough to pay them. Well I am going to drink about 10 more cups of coffee thanks to the dogs for waking me up at 3am I havn't been back to sleep since

Cheese Fudge

Yes I said CHEESE Fudge and wow it is good. 1/2lb Velveta 32 oz bag of powder sugar 1 cup (2 sticks butter) 1 teaspoon vanilla nuts optional 1/2 cup cocoa powder melt butter and velveeta together remove from heat add vanilla and nuts mix all dry stuff in a bowl add hot mix use hands to mix roll in balls or flatten in pan put in refig for 30min and enjoy YUMMY very good and NO you can't taste the cheese don't be a chicken try it
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