It been a rough couple of weeks. Giving up everything once again and starting over is not easy. But that is exactly what I did, again. I was in Texas for three years and never got in trouble, get to Maine and a week later im in deep shit. As much as I love and miss my family I really should have stayed in Texas. Yeah I got family here but when I need a break no one can watch my son cuz everyone is tired or busy. I just need to win the lottery and move far away! Oh and my day care is going to be $170 a week. How the fuck am i supposed to afford that shit?? Im just tired of everything and everyone!