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I find myself idisappointed again. My friendship was taken advantage of at the worst possible time.. well I guess it always happens that way.. its never at a good time.
Without alot of details, just because I dont want to go into it, Ill get upset all over again, and its just not worth it, my friend, well now ex-friend left me out to dry. If it had been someone else in my shoes, someone my friend would have been trying to impress it would have been different. But because I was her friend, I got shorted.
So I stood up for myself. I have to take care of me because nobody else is going to. She blows up.. throws everything out of proportion and turns childish and petty. Returning gifts Ive given her, leaving notes on my desk like Im back in grade school. *sigh* And this isnt to say its just over this one incident. Oh no.. this has been building and building. I have just had enough. Im sorry, I dont want to be hers or anyone elses doormat. I deserve better.
If I am around someone and they constantly degrade me, purposefully humiliate me in front of others, make me feel like I cant be myself because they are always yelling at me.. I dont want t be around that person. Thats not a friendship, its unhealthy and abusive.
Im sure she is twisting everything to make me look like the bad guy.. so be it. If she continues to act the way she is, people will evidently see through it. And if they dont, well, they werent really my friends to begin with.
Yeah, it hurts, I wont deny it. But in the long run, I know Ill be better off. I want to be happy, and I wasnt being around this one person.
I wish her the best.. just away from me.
