Well it seems that Mother Nature, God, or just that pesky little thing known as life has decided to disrupt what I thought was going to be it. For the last 7 years all I've wanted and asked for is to go 1 year without someone that I cared about dieing, I thought I was going to make it this year, but life decided to throw me a curve ball. While no one has yet died, my relationship of several years did. It was not my choice, I thought she was the one, but she had other plans. So for the last few weeks I've been absent from this site, keeping to myself and healing myself.
I don't know if anyone on here even really cares about why I disappeared, but on the off chance that someone does, I've decided to post the reason why.