as the time surrounds me i seem to be drowning in a loss for words that continue to be heard from everyone that i know as i continue to grow into what i'm meant to be i know eventually i will have to choose though some things i will lose that are so close to my heart it is all a part of life learning to deal with this type of experience while i know i am hearing this i just want to be with the ones that i love though some may be above i will see them on day when i am on my way to final home to be with those who i have known just to have my eternal atonement
