MrHott's blog: "Songs"

Standing alone in a dream Where nothing is real But oh how real it feels There were times I lost my way I was alone, lost in a haze Where are you now I'll find you somehow And do I stand alone Like a fool out in the rain Hanging on somehow To an ancient vow Where there's nothing left to gain And do you know How it feels inside To be all alone A fool and his pride Scars are the wounds that we show Time only heals When you're letting go Many night I'd lay awake Tossing and turning till daybreak Where are you now I'll find you somehow And do I stand alone Like a fool out in the rain Hanging on somehow To an ancient vow Where there's nothing left to gain And do you know How it feels inside To be all alone A fool and his pride In a summer's rain In a summer's rain In a summer's rain In a summer's rain Sometimes you got to believe Beyond yesterday I'm gonna find my way In the summer's rain In a summer's rain In a summer's rain In a summer's rain I'm gonna find a way Run away Far away

Somewhere on that long lonely road We all stand alone Looking for clues From our different views In the dark I've called out your name It echoes in vain Over again In an empty room If I go away What would still remain of me The ghost within your eyes The whisper in your sighs You see Believe And I'm always there Staring down a long empty hall Pictures on walls All with your name But it's not the same Searching for the chord I can't hear Been searching for years It's somewhere inside But it's well disguised If I go away What would still remain of me The ghost within your eyes The whisper in your sighs You see Believe And I'm always there Someday I'll take a chance You find them where you can They tend to slip away Those doors to yesterday Forever is a long time they say Maybe some day I'll meet you there If you've time to spare Tell me then Where I can go Where they won't know Who I have been Can we start again And if I go away What would still remain of me The ghost within your eyes The whisper in your sighs You see Believe And I'm always there

I remember finding out about you Every day my mind is all around you Looking out of my lonely room Day after day Bring it home, baby make it soon I give my love to you I remember holding you while you sleep Everyday I feel the tears that you'd weep Looking out from my lonely gloom Day after day Bring it home, baby make it soon I give my love to you Looking out of my lonely room Day after day Bring it home, baby make it soon I give my love to you I remember finding out about you Everyday my mind is all around you Looking out of my lonely room Day after day Bring it home, baby make it soon I give my love to you Day after day Day after day Day after day

He was standing all alone Trying to find the words to say When every prayer he ever prayed Was gone And the dreams he¹s never owned Are still safely tucked away Until tomorrow he just Carries on See the Devil in the streets at night See him running in the pouring rain See him grinning Rneath a twisted light I¹ll be back again See the people standing in a row See them nodding like a field of grain No one sees the sickle though Coming Rcross the plain And this he knows if nothing more That waiting in the dark like destiny Are those who kissed the dogs of war And there is no tomorrow No tomorrow Take a chance Take a chance See the Devil he is so intense See the Devil go and change his name What¹s the going price of innocence It can¹t be the same Is it dark when the moon is down Is it dark with a single flame If there¹s glass falling all all around I am not to blame And this he knows if nothing more That waiting in the dark like destiny Are those who kissed the dogs of war And there is no tomorrow No tomorrow Take a chance Burn the night away Pictures at an exhibition Played as he stood his trance Staring at his inhibitions All the time believing That it now came down to nothing but this chance I fear you Your silence Your blindless See what you want to see In darkness One kindness One moment Tell me what you believe I believe in nothing Never really had to In regards to your life Rumors that are not true Who¹s defending evil Surely never I Who would be the witness Should you chance to die Father can you hear me This is not how was meant to be I am safe and so are you As for the others destiny I believe that situations All depend on circumstance Look away Look away Pictures at an exhibition Played as he stood in his trance Staring at his inhibitions All the time believing That it now came down to Nothing but this chance

So after all those one night stands You've ended up with heart in hand A Child alone On your own Retreating Regretful for the things you're not And all the things you haven't got Without a home A heart of stone Lies bleeding And for all the roads you followed And for all you did not find And for all the dreams you had to leave behind I am the way I am the light I am the dark inside the night I hear your hopes I feel your dreams And in the dark I hear your screams Don't turn away Just take my hand And when you make your final stand I'll be right there I'll never leave And all I ask of you Believe Your childhood eyes were so intense While bartering your innocence For bits of string The grown-up wings You needed But when you had to add the up You found that they were not enough To get you in Pay for sins repeated And for all the years you borrowed And for all the tears you hide And for all the fears you had to keep inside I am the way I am the light I am the dark inside the night I hear your hopes I feel your dreams And in the dark I hear your screams Don't walk away Just take my hand And when you make your final stand I'll be right there I'll never leave And all I ask of you is Believe I never wanted to know Never wanted to see I wasted my time Till Time wasted me I never wanted to go I always wanted to stay 'Cause the persons I am Are the parts that I play So I plot and I plan And I hope and I scheme To the lure of a night Filled with unfinished dreams And I'm holding on tight To a world gone astray As they charge me for years I can no longer pay I am the way I am the light I am the dark Inside the night I hear your hopes I feel your dreams And in the dark I hear your screams Don't turn away Just take my hand And when you make your final stand I'll be right there I'll never leave And all I ask of you... Believe...

If you’re ready for the street You wanna mix it in some fight Let me tell you somethin’ Now I don’t wanna get you uptight But if you’re in a corner And you can’t find no way out Don’t look around for no help No, no there won’t be any around Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy So you think you got a case And you think you know the score No you don’t wanna listen You can’t be told no more But wait’ll you get out there You better do it right ’cause the streets are lined with things that kill And they’re hidin’ in the night Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Feel that you can cut it You think you got the time They’ll only give you one chance Better get it right first time And the game you’re playing If you lose you gotta pay If you make just one wrong move You’ll get blown away Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy

Walkin’ alone at night in the cold rain Wond’rin if I will see you again In some corner light Runnin’ down the road in the warm sun Dreaming that I am still the one Resting by your side You took the road to fortune and fame Your name in lights I want you to know I still feel the same Star, I still love you I still love you Remembering when you played me that first song The first show that you asked me along Just to be around Workin’ so hard till you got that first break You said you could turn them around Give them something new You took the road to fortune and fame Your name in lights I want you to know I still feel the same Star, I still love you I still love you Got that photograph of you and me I hear your voice on the radio Will I ever lay with you again Nobody planned it we just seemed to drift now I always seem to have to leave Just as you come around But someday soon girl I just got to see I just gotta find out If we still have time Chorus:

Do I feel alright? I’ll go antwhere you say you wanna to take me Save me, run away-ay-ay, steal away-ay-ay ’cause I feel alright I’ll do anything you say you wanna make me Take me, far away-ay-ay, run away-ay-ay We’ve been up all night Tryin’ to avoid a situation Hold me, let me feel your way ’cause I wanna stay Let them all start talkin’ We won’t give ourselves away Our love leads to madness Our love leads to madness Our love leads to madness Do you feel alright? An’ can you see me when you’re lookin’ in your mirror Crazy, try to find a way, so your heart don’t pay Run away-ay-ay Don’t you give yourself away Our love leads to madness Our love leads to madness Our love leads to madness Our lova leads to madness

Drinkin' my wine, makes me feel fine, Gonna have me a holiday Poorman's party, rich man's daughter, Gettin' hotter and hotter. She's pushin' way too hard I don't want any part of her way Drinkin' my wine, makes me feel fine, Gonna have me a holiday. It's a holiday, it's a holiday Mama, mama, please no more jaguars I don't want to be a pop star Mama, mama, please no more deckhands I don't want to be a sailor man Mama, mama, please no more facelifts I just don't know which one you is Mama, mama, please no more husbands Drinkin' my wine, wastin' my time Hidin' out in my rented dream Lookin' for attention A cover story mention in Life magazine Ask the chauffeur who he knows Numbers he's got, lots of those. Drinkin' my wine, spendin' my time Tryin' to run from this halloween. It's a holiday, it's a holiday Mama, mama, please no more jaguars I don't want to be a pop star Mama, mama, please no more deckhands I don't wanna be a sailor man Mama, mama, please no more facelifts I just don't know which one you is Mama, mama, please no more husbands I don't know who my daddy is. It's a holiday, it's a holiday

Yes baby, I’ve been drinkin’ Shouldn’t come by anymore But I found myself in trouble darlin’ And I have no place else to go. I got some whiskey, from a bottle Got some cocaine, from a friend And I had to keep on movin’ darlin’ Till I was back in your arms again. And I’m guilty, I am guilty And I’ll be guilty for the rest of my life How come I’m never gonna do What I’m supposed to do Seems like everything I do Never turns out right That’s how it is with me darlin’ You know I just can’t stand myself But it takes a whole lot of medicine darlin’ For me to pretend that I’m somebody else.