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If I never think about her, I'll never miss her at all Never wonder what she's doin, never give her a call Never see her again and I'll be free as a bird But the trouble with never is never never works If I never bring her flowers, I'll never see her smile If I never try to kiss her, she'll never drive me wild And I'll never feel the need to say those three little words But the trouble with never is never never works I know how to stay carefree, let no one get a hold on me But I can't keep my hands off her There's something different 'bout this girl If I never let me love her, I'll never settle down And I'll never put roots in this God forsaken town And I'll never say I do or step foot in a church But the trouble with never is never never works I know how to stay carefree, let no one get a hold on me But I can't keep my hands off her There's something different 'bout this girl If I never think about her, I'll never miss her at all Never wonder what she's doin, never give her a call Never see her again, and I'll be free as a bird oh, But the trouble with never is never never works yeah, But the trouble with never is never never works

Your mouth is like a suicide Talkin like you never died Automatic charisma For your chemical mind I'll suffer for you I'll suffer for you You're kissing me like benzocaine with your sleeping pill eyes Melting me down and suck suck sucking my brain I'm gonna hate you tomorrow Because you make me hate you today I'm gonna hate you tomorrow Because you make me hate you today I can be the one that you believe in I can be the liar in your bed I'll be the suck for your solution Tell me that your sex isn't dead Dead Your sex is dead I've suffered for you I've suffered for you I've suffered for you since the day I was made I've suffered for you I've suffered for you I've suffered for you since the day I was made I am the center of your hate I'm gonna be you tomorrow Because you make me hate you today I can be the one that you believe in I can be the liar in your bed I'll be the suck for your solution Tell me that your sex isn't dead Dead your sex is dead All so tired Desexed and jaded Hopeless and souless and bored of the thrill We make our death/sex/symbol When we can't fuck then we kill Dead I've suffered for you I've suffered for you since the day I was made I've suffered for you I've suffered for you I've suffered for you since the day I was made

The beauty spot was borrowed and Now my sweet knife rusts tomorrow. I'm a confession that is waiting to be heard. Burn your empty rain down on me Whisper your deathbeat so softly We bend our knees At the altar of my ego You drained my heart And made a spade But there's still traces of me in your veins You drained my heart And made a spade But there's still traces of me in your veins All my lilies' mouths are open Like they're begging for dope And hoping Their bitter petal chant, "We can kick, you won't be back." I'm a diamond that is tired Of all the faces I've acquired We must secure the shadow Ere the substance fades You drained my heart And made a spade But there's still traces of me in your veins You drained my heart And made a spade But there's still traces of me in your veins And we said 'til we die And we said 'til we die

5 A.M., laying still, lonely Yeah head over heels falling What's out tonight calling to nothing Can't seem to rest with a fuckin' pain in my chest There's no sense in running from nothing Can't seem to shake myself awake longing So I call out your name somebody to save me But there's nobody there 'cause nobody cares No one cares Can't seem to rest with a fuckin' pain in my chest There's no sense in running from nothing It's all in my head Everything is done, everything is gone Can't seem to rest with a fuckin' pain in my chest There's no sense in running from nothing

My pain, my pride, these scars are mine I will tell you a story That's never been told I wll tell you a secret Five lifetimes old My life has been a prison A labyrinth built beneath the mountain of tragedy I'm a stain on the cloth I'm just an after-thought But I Would die For this But through the veins of decay I'll remain to betray To live like Caesar To die like Jesus To build my own religion No gods, no laws To celebrate pain Forsaken and ashamed To watch them all Crawl beneath us On this bed of nails and regret Dying of fevers, betrayal, and sweat I cry My organs are rotting My enemies are plotting I am made of pages Paragraphs and inspirations Paper boy, burn the world I pass the flame to you Murder, mayhem, hurt her, hate him Murder, mayhem, fuck him, slay them My pain, my pride, these scars are mine My pain My misery has been formulated into an equation of nein My sanity wrote a suicide note but One of us is illiterate And the other is blind My first act of treason was picking up a pen My First act of love was Finding myself again The hardest thing to do Was standing up to you Now I'm off my knees Now you're begging me please I'm the wound and the weapon The fracture and the Fist My organs are rotting My enemies are plotting I am made of pages Paragraphs and inspirations Paper boy, burn the world I pass the flame to you Murder, mayhem, hurt her, hate him [x4] Murder, mayhem, fuck him, slay them That stabbing in your heart That black hole in your soul Slowly ripping you apart That's me So let it be written So let it be done The brighter they shine The darker We Become Vae victus, abomination

So glad to see you have overcome them. Completely silent now With heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down to choke you now

Clever got me this far Then tricky got me in Eye on what i'm after I don't need another friend Smile and drop the cliche 'Till you think I'm listening I take just what I came for Then I'm out the door again Peripheral on the package Don't care to settle in Time to feed the monster I don't need another friend Comfort is a mystery Crawling out of my own skin Just give me what I came for, then I'm out the door again Lie to get what I came for Lie to get just what I need Lie to get what I crave Lie and smile to get what's mine Eye on what i'm after I don't need another friend Nod and watch your lips move If you need me to pretend Because clever got me this far Then tricky got me in I'll take just what I came for Then I'm out the door again Lie to get what I came for Lie to get what I need now Lie to get what I'm craving Lie and smile to get what's mine Give this to me Mine, mine, mine Take what's mine Mine, mine, mine Take what's mine Mine, mine, mine Lie to get what I came for Lie to get what I need now Lie to get what I'm craving Lie to smile and get what's mine Give this to me Take what's mine Mine, mine, mine Take what's mine Give this to me Take what's mine, take what's mine, mine... Take what's mine, take what's mine, take what's mine, This is mine, mine, mine

We're different colors, And different creeds, And different people, Have different needs, It's obvious you hate me, Though I've done nothing wrong, I've never even met you, What could I have done? People are people so why should it be? You and I shouldn't get along. People are people so why should it be? You should hate me. You're punching and kicking, And you're shouting at me, I'm relying on your common decency, So far it hasn't surfaced, But I'm sure it exists, It just takes a while to travel From your head to your fist. I can't understand, What makes a man, Hate another man, Help me understand, People are people, So why should it be?, You and I shouldn't get along, People are people, So why should it be, You Should Hate me I can't understand, What makes a man, Hate another man?, Help me understand,

Say hello to the rug's topography It holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it Say hello to the shrinking in your head You can't see it but you know its there so don't neglect it I'm taking her home with me all dressed in white She's got everything I need pharmacy keys She's falling hard for me I can see it in her eyes She acts just like a nurse with all the other guys Say hello to all the apples on the ground They were once in your eyes but you sneezed them out while sleeping Say hello to everything you've left behind It's even more a part of your life now that you can't touch it I'm taking her home with me all dressed in white She's got everything I need some pills in a little cup She's falling hard for me I can see it in her eyes She acts just like a nurse with all the other guys Say hello to the rugs topography...

Metaphor for a missing moment Pull me into your perfect circle One womb One shape One resolve Liberate this will To release us all Gotta cut away, clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue that's Keeping me from killing you And from pulling you down with me in here I can almost hear you scream Give me One more medicated peaceful moment One more medicated peaceful moment And I don't wanna feel this overwhelming Hostility Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming Hostility Gotta cut away Clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue Gotta cut away Clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue that's Keeping me from killing you Keeping me from killing you