There is music to this and for those who don't know it...well, let just say it doesn't really seem to flow all that well ;) My band wanted me to take some of my old poems and make a song and I did. This is a song based on the guys i've had in my life over the years and it is bitter, but I don't really care. Lol! It's short for now, but we're working on gaving it more body. This is just the skeleton of the song.
V.I
I loved you open heartedly
Let'n you see my deepest secrecy
But your just a boy
can't deal emotionally
your no good for me
(no good for me)
I should have told you long ago
I wanted to leave, but I let it go
Push away all my fear 'n doubt
But I'm gonna scream it out
Pre C.
I thought I lost myself
Never realizing What I felt
Now I'm numb to you
(numb to you)
Don't care what you do
F!#@ any girl that you choose
(yeah)
I'm numb to you
C.I
I'm forgetting you forgetting me
I'm done missing you not missing me
nothing is gonna keep my memories
You nothing to me
nothing to me
V.II
I walked with you so blindly
trusted you with my heart 'n see
Your just a boy
I need a man with me
your no good for me
(no good)
I should have told you long ago
about how many times I wanted to go
But pushed aside the fear 'n doubt
Now I'm screaming it out
Pre C.
I thought I lost myself
Never realizing What I felt
Now I'm numb to you
(numb to you)
Don't care what you do
F!#@ any girl that you choose
(yeah)
I'm numb to you
C. II
I'm gonna forget all the words you say
They mean nothing to me
(your nothing to me)
I'm not gonna miss you not missing me
Cuz half the time was a blurred memory
Your nothing to me
C.I
I'm forgetting you forgetting me
I'm done missing you not missing me
nothing is gonna keep my memories
You nothing to me
nothing to me
Nothing to me
(nothing)
you mean nothing to me
