Ok heres my issue. I recently told my baby that things arent working out and we need to take a break for a minute and try to catch our breath. Got alot emotions going on between us right now and we just cant seem to work things out. And its funny that when a couple step back from each other thats when new people come into the picture. I feel like when a man has had a woman for a long time he forgets hiw sexy she is to him an forgets what made him fall in love with her and I feel like my baby doesnt see me as exciting and sexy anymore but that old saying is oh so true what one man wont do another one will and I have found that out for myself!! Ive got this really cool guy who has just really clicked with me and Im feeling him deeply. When we first talked I felt like I had known him all MY LIFE.... conversation is effortless and when we stop talking I miss him and ache to be in his presence all over again. He makes me feel sexy and desirable and loves telling me Im beautiful to him. I know lines when I hear them and I know when a guy is trying to talk your clothess off but I dont get that vibe from him all I get is real, no fake. Maybe I just needed to feel needed and desired and he has given me that no doubt, but theres the part of me that loves and adores my baby and cant let go of the hope that we will come thru this latest chapter of our life intact and still in love. But theres the part of me that is angry and hurt and tired of being judged not good enough and wants a new life with a man that can appreciate me for who I am and adore me an hold me in the middle of the night and not be ashamed of me and be proud to call me his wife one day..... so Angel is fighting a battle within herself and its bad
