Something stirring
deep inside
in my heart?
my stomach?
I don't know
something stirring
something I couldn't even begin to explain
or fathom
restlessness
a longing
a push towards greater things
something inspirational
motivational
either
or
neither
a feeling in my chest
affecting my brain
dreams maybe
definitely a longing
longing for something lost?
something old?
or looking forward?
towards the future
a feeling so familiar
yet surprisingly new
amazement
wonder
questioning
looking for answers
for something solid
something to feed my soul
trying to grab hold
grasp the meaning
the why
where
and how
of this thing,
but I can't
I just know this feeling
amazing and beautiful
will push me forward
take me back
back to my beginnings
give me some peace of mind
and something to work for
to live for
to love
Me
Myself
and I
2002
