I’m trying to come to a realization.
Of this feels I can’t shake:
I don’t understand it and it can’t move past it.
I have tried to deny it but something keeps pulling me towards it!
With all the misunderstanding and lost communication,
It hard not it get caught up in all the confusion,
The words you spoke today had some truth;
Imprinted on my brain at 3am dame this is insane! But I hear you when you say!
I’m tripping over what in front of me because I’m to busy looking behind me!
I got my feet firmly on the ground this time around: with my eye’s set straight in front of me! So believe me when I say I’m taking your words to heart!
I don’t want to push you away, out of fear:
That you might just be the one that is able to reach me.
I could come up with all sorts of reasonable excuses to walk away and not taking action: But there is only one reason why I stay:
Which is this feeling I can’t shake!
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We could worry about what might or might not happen. But to me that just energy wasted that could be used to achieve our desires.
We could take one look at the immensity of this challenge ahead: And decide that there's no way our friendship could overcome it! Or we can begin to work and laying a foundation, step by step, and side by side through this challenge.
We could listen to our insecurity that tells us with certainty that this friendship can not withstand all the challenges ahead!
But I hope you’re with me in deciding to make a lasting impact and choose to enjoy the real fulfillment of making a positive, substantial contribution to each others lives.
In the end, the decision is ours: For when we choose to, we can do anything! With every blessing we receive, some effort is required thee!
