xPoexBeesMommeex's blog: "Scrawlings of a Mad Theorist"

It's just a simple question.
And I really want to ask.
It shouldn't be so difficult,
It's a very common task.

I guess I'm too afraid.
I think I'll back on out.
I want him to say "yes"
but I know I'm full of doubt.

I stood so strong,
until I met today,
then my mind collapsed,
and now I want to run away.

I know it won't solve anything.
It will just make things worse.
Sometimes I swear feelings are nothing,
nothing but a curse.

I wonder if he sees.
I bet you that he knows.
since I let it slip that I missed him,
it seems life moves so slow.

I need to make up my mind.
I need to find a conclusion.
I need to make a decision,
and stop living in an allusion.

I was so strong,
until I met today.
my mind collapsed,
I think I'll walk away.

My feet are frozen
in my tracks.
I can't turn to run,
I can only look back.

To afraid to run.
To afraid to ask.
I can't make up my mind.
It's a risky task.

Not a clue of what I'd be getting into
no clue of what I'd be missing.
Too afraid to move.
Too afraid of risking.

I was so strong,
until I met today.
My mind collapsed,
Now I'm walking away.

I made up my mind.
I found that conclusion.
I made a decision,
but I still live in my allusion.